i hate working while mentally ill. i basically took this whole week off from work bc i literally could not do it. i couldnt get up and go. i actually did go in yesterday but only for an hour before i just had to leave. im going back in tomorrow but damn. this week has been a bad relapse. i need the money but at what fucking cost?? i dont want to die every day from having to work for basic supplies. but i guess i have to.